Celebrating personal discordia and spiritual anarchy.

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"Anarchy is not intended to be sustainable. It is not a system of government, a codified list of rules and beliefs, or a mind set geared toward cultural constructivism. It is a spark, a flash, a small flame that ignites a paradigm-obliterating explosion. It is destructive by nature. It lies dormant and, like diesel fuel, can only be ignited by tremendous pressure. It deconstructs. It strips flesh from bone and grinds bone to dust. It is doomed to consumption in the conflagration instigated by its own primal spark. It is a catalyst. It is tinder. It is powder and fuse."

Rich Oliver

Abysmal Thinking

Do I create structure and space to promote and protect a delicate relation, or do I do so to protect my own deep fears of ultimate rejection? Can I survive if I do not run? Maybe I am trying to have my cake and eat it too. I may be left with crusty cake and still feel hunger in the pit of my stomach. I am afraid. And I am running in a different way now.