Celebrating personal discordia and spiritual anarchy.



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"Anarchy is not intended to be sustainable. It is not a system of government, a codified list of rules and beliefs, or a mind set geared toward cultural constructivism. It is a spark, a flash, a small flame that ignites a paradigm-obliterating explosion. It is destructive by nature. It lies dormant and, like diesel fuel, can only be ignited by tremendous pressure. It deconstructs. It strips flesh from bone and grinds bone to dust. It is doomed to consumption in the conflagration instigated by its own primal spark. It is a catalyst. It is tinder. It is powder and fuse."

Rich Oliver



Fractal Paradigm


Occult belief presupposes an underlying order to the cosmos. It does not subscribe to chance. The Occult scientist strives to find an alchemic connection between the micro and the macro. Contrary to the apparent paradox inherent in the term occult scientist, the true mage is only interested in the express, empirical connection of cause and effect. Alchemy. Correlation of intent and outcome. Manipulation of will and material fabric.

Embracing Thanatos


Every agent of change meets with the urge, often uncontrollable, to destroy and be destroyed in the name of something significant and lasting. They become an active agent of change on a visceral level, typically experienced as a base desire to eviscerate or violently rend asunder any and all perceived peoples, ideas and structures standing in opposition to the principles of unfettered personal freedom and choice. Disaffection. Disillusionment. Enlightenment. Extrication.
One must truly embrace his own worthlessness and realize that death will come to all things in time. Embracing death as a welcome comfort frees the mind from fear in relation to it, why fear the inevitable?

Puppets of Flesh


Carnis Instrumentum, a non traditional Latin phrase, translates as "body instrument" or, more in tune with contemporary phraseology "flesh puppet". The concept implies that humans, in physical form, are often at the mercy of forces beyond recognition, conception and imagination, indeed even beyond the control of individual will and choice. This work deals with the interaction of dark, traditionally evil, forces and their methods of interaction with the human species. It denotes their collective history, intentions, beliefs, methods of operation, existential nature, etc. and codifies specific means of dealing with their symbiotic relationship to humankind. It offers an alternative perspective to moral concepts held as absolute by Jewish, Islamic and Christian theologians and expresses the possibility that choice, freedom and volition may be nothing more than illusions of a misperceived realty.

Organic Singularity


Using linear views to explain, the universe is composed of infinite gradations of organizational matter in relation to scale, energetic capacity, and quantify able mass. The word "gradation" is not really even valid as an explanatory term for matter, as any delineation between perceived components of quantify able matter is extremely subjective and is determined by the intent, observational parameters, constraints, and limited scope of holistic interaction inherent in the limits of technology used in the process. One must use the infinite if one is to view the infinite. Use of limited technology only allows us to view those aspects of the infinite constrained to the narrow observational spectrum dictated by the device itself. It is due to this narrow view that we assume the universe, etc., to be composed of observable "units". There are, in fact, no gradients, only cooperative interaction when it comes to "units" of matter. Matter is one. It is impossible to measure where one "unit" ends and another begins in relation to actual composition and function. Our science is speculative at best. There is no "smallest" or "largest" in relation to observable, empirical, quantify able matter. The answer is "source". Alpha and Omega as legitimate explanation of the scope of matter should be considered. Beginning and end, smallest and largest, exclusive or all encompassing are all subjective views from the perspective of linear measure. Infinite perspective holds true for all aspects of creation. Gradations are a product of linear thought and reason culled from a reality in which only one actual outcome in any given interaction is possible. Our present reality is such, or appears as such to our subjective minds. In the construct of source, all possible outcomes to any given interaction are all manifest simultaneously in a non linear, deeply layered fashion. Source is the Alpha and the Omega. No quantification is possible in relation to the infinite. It simply is all that is.... It helps to think of source as a intelligent, dynamic, interactive medium of transference and organization rather than attempting to rectify infinite concepts with finite, anthropomorphic visualizations of a quasi- human god.