Boiling Over

Feels like a collective pressure cooker out there. Fortunately, I have managed to find peace and relative calm in the midst of the slow boil. I do believe this is the calm just before the whole thing begins to spin. It is important to surround ourselves with friends and associates of like mind and ethics now. More important than we may think. The formation of spontaneous order and communities will be an inevitable outcome of the coming social chaos and it will be much better to be around those with a similar mindset. Gird up them loins ya'll.

Vamp'n

I suck. No really, I do. Energy. Like a black hole after a hard bong hit. Geez, I didn't know. Sorry about that.
I took it pretty hard. I do understand the situation, though. You are right.

Sensible Action as Insanity

Arguably, laws exist to protect those that are inherently concerned about order and adherence to it. Arguably, laws lend structure and order, hence peace and predictability, to the social construct and allow those that honor and adhere to conceptual order to feel safe and secure within the construct. This is, unfortunately, an illusion. Innovators (as they are referred to in psycho-social context) exist outside of and in direct contradiction to the established laws. They often use them as a general guideline to be skirted or as an indicator of the degree to which they can violate and not come under legal scrutiny. In this sense, the presence of centrally enforced laws may actually encourage abhorrent behavior. I propose something else, something ancient, and something visceral and altogether at odds with the current trends in social evolution: personal responsibility and direct, proportional retaliation for transgression against individuals. Eye for an eye... Tooth for a tooth, that kind of thing. Yes. I like it. Hmmm, maybe I will try an experiment...

"Eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot."
Bible, Deuteronomy xix. 21.

"We ordained therein for them: 'Life for life, eye for eye, nose for nose, ear for ear, tooth for tooth, and wounds equal for equal,' " says Surah (Chapter) 5. "But if any one remits the retaliation by way of charity, it is an act of atonement for himself."
Koran

Mercy or retribution, a personal choice maybe? Which empowers and which robs the human spirit, that is ultimately the question. If retaliation is a question of regaining or maintaining personal empowerment against an invasive process or individual, would not the very essence of retaliation be more in tune with self defense?

In ancient (and contemporary if you look hard enough) society, a method must be in place for weeding out those that, volitionally, choose not to play nice. Ultimately, it should be a method that does not involve perpetual care and feeding of the offending individual at the expense of the law abiding.

I have some stones to cast. Examine this life for violations. I am hefting the weight as we spaek...

When prescribed order ties the hands of those that value it in favor of those that scoff and skirt its precepts, the very legitimacy of the law must be adressed.

Falling, falling, falling

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
Alice

I am feeling a bit shifted, dimensionally. It's alright. I'm finding the proper frequency modulation between white and black, easing into the proper shades of grey. Some day my FAX will come in legibly.

Absolute Truth

We are assuming that "god" is using the same system of value judgements we are. Projecting human standards onto an infinite energy is more than a bit arrogant and extremely nieve. It is entirely possible that our observations of events within the hollogram are extremely subjective and can only be viewed as such from our relative vantage point within the construct. None of this is real. Its a projection. What we see as a universe could, in theory, represent a single pixel in the eye of god. It is possible that we are only organs of sensate transmission, cells in the hand of god as it were, whos only purpose is to interface and feed back direct, realtime info to the source. No right. No wrong. Just to be and to experience as a fractal representation of something infinitely bigger. Each of us has a specific role within specific parameters, both as indivuals and as a collective. Maybe we, and our entire living processes, are only observable as energetic data. Wavelength. Tone. Color. None of these attributes carries moral weight, they are just observable output. Maybe god sees fucking and fighting as the same energy, for example. Perhaps love looks like insanity. What if our own systems of internal morality and codified theology are so far removed from reality that they bear absolutely no relavance in any context outside of our own subjective cultures...I'm just sayin.
We are in no position to judge the mind, or even the existance, of god. We are in no position to comprehend the incomprehensible.

There is no absolute truth. At least not from this vantage point.

Given Enough Rope...

I love stupid criminals. I really do. If you are going to commit a crime PLEASE be smart enough to NOT document it on a public forum or in random emails to your victims. That said...thanks L. You gave us more than enough rope to hang you with. Keep em comin sport. You are a superstar. I'm sure you will be very popular with the boys on Alpha pod.

The Fourth Shot

Gerald Celente: The “Second American Revolution” Has Begun

"Fourth Shot of the “Second American Revolution”: While there are many wild cards that could light the fuse, The Trends Research Institute forecasts that if the threat of government-forced Swine Flu vaccinations is realized, it will be the fourth shot. Tens of millions will fight for their right to remain free and unvaccinated.

Publisher’s Note: The power of the Internet and new technologies is inexorably fermenting the “Second American Revolution.” However widespread and emotionally charged, had the tax rallies, tea parties and healthcare reform protests occurred in years past, they might have been covered by the local media, but might not have made national headline news and thus would have died stillborn.

Now, with the ubiquitous camera-equipped cell phone, universal access to YouTube, and millions of twitters and tweets, the uprisings cannot be ignored, contained, managed, spun or edited down. The revolutionary fervor will prove contagious.

Can anything stop it?

Trend Forecast: Before the momentum of the “Second American Revolution” becomes unstoppable, it could be derailed through some false flag event designed to deceive the public, or a genuine event or crisis capable of rallying the entire nation behind the President. In a worst-case scenario, according to Trends Research Institute Director, Gerald Celente, “Given the pattern of governments to parlay egregious failures into mega-failures, the classic trend they follow, when all else fails, is to take their nation to war."

A false flag attempt, a genuine crisis, or a declaration of war, may slow the momentum of the “Second American Revolution,” but nothing will stop it."

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Return to Valhöll

"Never walk
away from home
ahead of your axe and sword.
You can't feel a battle
in your bones
or foresee a fight."

- The Havamal

Today I find myself unable to fit into present cultural expectations and norms. I am facing a situation from the perspective of a victim. Strange perspective to me. I am from thick, ruddy, Scottish stock. I am over two ell tall and twenty-two stones in weight. I can take a tremendous punch without visible evidence remaining on my person. I am strong as a bull and very similar in build and manor. Yet...

I am being pestered by an individual, weak and wavering, afraid and paranoid, nasty and childish in manor and communication. I am being held hostage by a limp wristed, clammy handed masterbator with a gmail account and a rudimentary knowledge of local stalking laws. I am moving through the legal process to deal with him, but it appears to be stacked in his advantage. He is "mentally ill" and has more rights under current law than any other protected class. I know where he lives. I know where he goes to church. I know his phone number. I know what he looks like.

BUT...his sense of security is as false as his grasp on reality.

When things change, I will visit him and ask him a question or two. When the delicate order fails, I will find him and ask him to explain himself. Law should exist to protect life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, not to enable some butt-fucking low life wanna-be Jesus to make life unbearable with his neurotic, premature, social ejaculations.

Shadow Within

In Jungian psychology, the shadow or "shadow aspect" is a part of the unconscious mind consisting of repressed weaknesses, shortcomings, and instincts. It is one of the three most recognizable archetypes, the others being the anima and animus and the persona. "Everyone carries a shadow," Jung wrote, "and the less it is embodied in the individual's conscious life, the blacker and denser it is." It may be (in part) one's link to more primitive animal instincts,which are superseded during early childhood by the conscious mind.

According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to project: turning a personal inferiority into a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. Jung writes that if these projections are unrecognized "The projection-making factor (the Shadow archetype) then has a free hand and can realize its object--if it has one--or bring about some other situation characteristic of its power." These projections insulate and cripple individuals by forming an ever thicker fog of illusion between the ego and the real world.

Jung also believed that "in spite of its function as a reservoir for human darkness—or perhaps because of this—the shadow is the seat of creativity."

I am dancing with my shadow. I project my agression and violence onto it, triggered by its projection of intrinsic evil, sexual deviation and extreme confusion regarding the opposing impulses of sex and religion upon me. I adhere to a fairly moderate, liberal moral code: "do no harm, move with authenticity, love above all, allow none to move between oneself and the source of knowledge". Straight up. He moves within strict confinement, where minutia is tortuously defined and interpretation is restricted to authority figures and ancient codifications of cultural meme. He states his righteousness while torturing those around him. I state my devotion to the darkness while allowing chaos and freedom to reign even in personal relationships. It is relative. I dance with the shadow and it triggers movement within me. Change. Transformation. Mutation.

Voodoo Binding

The purpose of binding spells is to render harmless a person who is mentally or emotionally abusing you. When done properly, binding spells do not harm the target person, they simply make the person powerless to mentally or emotionally harm you.

These types of spells are preferable over revenge spells because you don't have the same kind of karmic backlash when you render a hurtful person harmless. Whenever you choose to harm another human being, whether they deserve it or not, there will always be some sort of consequence for you or those close to you, so you should always choose binding spells over revenge spells.

Materials:
Small cloth poppet, with the head unstitched
Needle and thread
Personal item from the person you want to bind, such as fingernail clippings, hair, or piece of clothing
Red ribbon
Black candle


Call on Papa Legba to Open the doors to the Spirit World. Say:

Open the door papa Legba, your child awaits

Open the door Papa, so that I may pass

Open the door Papa Legba, when I return I will thank the Loa.


Light the black candle. Concentrating deeply on the person you are binding, place the personal object inside the head of the doll and sew it shut. Tie the red ribbon around the poppet's head, and around all areas of the body to symbolize immobilizing the person. Chant:


''With harm to none, my will be done
I hereby bind you (name of person)
Your words cannot harm me
Your thoughts cannot harm me

Your actions cannot harm me
You cannot harm me''

Combine this with a soul retrieval and some sigil magik and things begin to boil quickly.

Toward a Spontaneous Ignition

I met someone yesterday, a shaman. Genuine. Powerful. Insightful. Light and airy on the surface, deep and probing behind smiling, tired eyes. "it's the end of the world", she said as she poked at her dessert, talking low in the swirling conversation to no one in particular. She smiled and shrugged, then joined the rest in celebration.

Is it the end? I don't know. I believe it is due to transform at any rate. I am changing. I can feel it. My old coping skill set doesn't work anymore. I am free falling into something new. Something strangely familiar. We have been here before. You and I.

Something is about to ignite....

Gratitude

I said things. Hard things. Rough things. Things that can't be undone or taken back. They fell on your unprotected soul like shards of broken glass. I hurt you.

You forgave me. Without reservation. You invited me back.

I am stunned and grateful. I am humbled.

I am forever changed.

Alien Inbreeding

" There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown. " (Genesis 6:4)

Who makes the rules here? God? Aliens? Us? Who makes them? For what reason? I put forth the idea that all of the rules of EVERY major religion and belief boil down to one thing...racial purity to ensure ongoing quality control over a genetic experiment. We are the experiment. Who, I wonder, is conducting it?
What if the respective gods of ancient civilzation were real entites, individuals of another race more advanced technologically than we were at the time? Wouldn't they seem like gods to us? Hmmm.

Prayer

God punishes us mildly by ignoring our prayers and severely by answering them. ~Richard J. Needham

Manifesting fourth and fifth dimensional thoughts, impressions, wishes and energies into third dimensional reality carries within it the unsure propensity for radically ambiguous physical incarnation. All the variables cannot be controlled, as all variables cannot be stated with absolute exactness. Sometimes when you wish for a purple bicycle you actually get a black motorcycle. Go figure. I believe the universe gives us what is best for our personal growth at any given moment. It never looks like we thought it would. Almost never anyway.

This Time

This time
Is different.
I felt my heart grow
Cold and tight
Like a corpse fist.
This time
I felt my remaining love
Turn slowly to contempt.
This time
Is the last time
You will
Treat me
Like that.